Every once is a while i feel a poem in my soul begging to come out ........ here are two of them
Darkness
The black cloud over my head cast a shadow on whats in front of me
My eyes well up, the storm is coming
It starts with a drizzle then a full blown storm
My body feels heavy, dead weight
I close my eyes and imagine that the whole world is gone
But when I open my eyes its still there
Florescent lighting, a computer screen, words that mean nothing
Wish there a hole underneath me
Falling into nothing
Landing on cloud but how if I fell down
Looking up into the darkness
A warmth embraces my soul
Must I leave the darkness, this comfortable torment
Is this a nightmare or a dream?
Not Today
Bottled up behind this pretty face
Is anger, hate, disgrace
Sometimes I just wanna be me
But I’m so scared to be that free
I’m this and I’m that
But wait…no I’m not
I wanna be
But I cant
I’m too messed up
Too bitchy, too pissed
Who am I anyway
Sleep, what’s that?
its when I dream
Of cheaters and lies
Of bombs and being paralyzed
Maybe one day I’ll be her
Perfect Life
But not today
Not Today
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